littlegal

2003-05-30T18:53:00.000-07:00

i've moved here re-link me!

2003-05-19T05:31:00.000-07:00

coming coming.

haha yup the exams are coming..which also means the freedom period is coming tooo.
wells thats great i guess.had eng. today and sigh i dunno wod the result is gonna be.oh wells.

i'm like always thinkin.i'm so unlucky i dun haf ani granparents.-sigh-
i do cherish you for the rest of my life

hahahas.well i feel as if i'm not taking this exams thing seriously!oh no.-sighs once more-
everyone is studying and i'm like...s-l-a-c-k-i-n-g wow.
this suckkss.haha okae just realised that one gets to not know someone cos' ure judged by that person.wooww.thats like so judgemental on her part.argh.waddeheck
life's like that.aep has becum more.stressful i guess
clarissa'a group is like supa nice and all the other groups too.sigh this SUCKS.
i wish i would just get knocked down by a car or something like that and like lose my memory or maybe subjective memory where i remember some things that i want to remember.how cool! i wish.

ahh.everyone is crushing on someone man.i better get someone to crush on.hahahahars.thats lame.utter nonsense i guess.
life's been quite nice to me lately, i hope it would continue to be this way-smile-

P.S someone who noes how to like put up the archives sign my gbook and let me noe how.danks a bunch

2003-05-14T04:50:00.000-07:00

don't try to make lemonade without the lemons.

ytd, me and su hui was like waiting at the bus stop op. plaza sing. waiting fer 143 from 440pm.sat there till like 510pm till i started thinking.."does 143 even come here?" and guess wod.i didnt'. so we started laughing like big asses.how lame.

went to su hui's house today to do eng. project and realised tt melia cooks nice nuggets.and now i'm sorta melia's "wife" which is gross.haha

oh yeas back to the bus stop.we decided to study math cos' we already wasted so much time so yea wipped out my txtbk and started studying.
after a while this lady came up and was like "wow so hardworking...my son is also in sec 2 acs i and he never studies this hard"-and she continues to talk finally we get saved by the bus-

well at least i met one nice stranger ytd.-grin-

did i tell you? i am going to soo flunk math i left out soo many blanks.oh shities.this sucks.

P.S - happy vesak day!

2003-05-10T07:03:00.000-07:00

2003-05-10

x-men2 rocks

u should go see x2!!! so super cool man.oh man so cool so cool.

realised i haven't been blogging for quite some time.even yvonne reminded me to come and update.well.been kinda busy with all the school projects and stuff and the exams coming.i guess i'll take a leave from my blog for quite a while until the exams are over.

well.i guess this is all you guys out there have to know then

so till i blog again..ciaos.

2003-05-05T00:47:00.000-07:00

2003-05-05

snigger snigger oink oink moooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..muahahahhahahahahahah

claire was here.cute godturtle.=D

2003-05-03T04:14:00.000-07:00

2003-05-03

*sigh everyone is soo bent on going against me now. voted me to be cip rep. LIKE WHAT THE HELL!?! this is so sucky.urgh.whie the hell must they have a cip rep!!who is the bloody toot who thought of that arr..such an ass.

life SUCKS.

you can easily gamble your life away
second by the second every day by day

2003-05-01T00:30:00.000-07:00

2003-05-01
without you.i would be different.

kaiying:for always saying hie to me and stuff
yvonne:for showing me what a true friends mean
joan:haah for sending me stuff?
denish:haha for always smiling
faith:for being such a good friens making me laff.
corrine:for being there for me and like haha being lame.
kohila:for showing me to be quiet
gloria:fer making life so funny.
debby:for tolerating my crap all day
bella:for being my partner making me laff.
vanessa:for being a friend.
elsie:for being so funnie
amelia:for being a irritating friend in a good way
bernadette:for being so realli nice
saleena:for being so cute and nice
jena:for being there fer me and lame.
yan nee:haha for being so cool
clarissa:for being so cute and everything
cheng hong:for helping me and always smiling
su hui:for being a true friend
angela:for being so cute and innocent
priyanka:science lab partner!danks fer doing all the stuff in science tt i dun wanna do
hui chun:for being so cute.
malvika:for being so cool bout' everything
germ:for being so nice and everything
su kai:for being so smiley
huay shan:for being so very cute
joycelin:for being so sweet
sun lu:for being my "husband"hahaha
alvina:for giving me food!!
roseann:for being so lame and corny
claire:for being soo cute and sweet
steffi:for being so really nice
alicia:for being soo funnie
michelle:for being my expartner and making me laff
anne marie:for showing me bravery
zoe:for being so funnie in chinese
may hung:for being so cute and sweet

to everyone in 2/1.

2003-04-30T01:04:00.000-07:00

2003-04-30

guess wod.my old maid is back to work again. and like wow she's much shorter than me.=) teehee.yea but haf this like realli weird feeling bout it anw.like a stranger in the house-creepy-oh well.haha

sigh.i really dunno if like being in the com is good.cos like yea i'm soo not responsible.i haf super bad time management and like i haf like bad relationship with like lots of peeps in the class.sigh.i guess like if i'm cip rep.i'm sure to quit this stoopid com thing.

and melia ain't helping much with this like prob of mine.its times like this when i realli wanna kill her.sigh.greatt.now everyone is so againist me.this totally sucks.like it's supposed to be good but like whie is it like just causing more trouble to me.sigh.i just wanna like be those kinda extra kinda member.collect forms.done.

well i guess the art thing is coming along quite fine.the other group is like woah super fast.

everything in life is just like screwing up now.WHY NOW?! sigh.wish i had all the answers.life would be so much easier.like yea.things are just like screwing up.i totally feel like killing the whole world so no one can judge me.everyone is so judgemental.me too.

when life hand you a lemon,suck it.

2003-04-28T06:56:00.000-07:00

2003-04-28

went ta melia's house today to do project.finished in one day!!i bet the other groups haven't even started yet man.=P hehe.mostly done.

yah wanna dank melia fer like helping me download all the songs.hehe.betcha she doesn't even read this anw.who cares.school is kinda fun nowadays.oops.friends starting in a short while so gotta run yea?=)yup so luff ya all and tc.ciaos

2003-04-27T07:06:00.000-07:00

2003-04-27

next reality show--everbody loves melia.she rocks.

2003-04-25T04:35:00.000-07:00

2003-04-25 friday

had band today.okae.not that great.yea haf sch again..tmr.sigh

can someone download the song"what makes you different makes you beautiful" and send it to me?!" danks. okae well lots of stuffing is happening in the class.changing of class com. fer example.sigh i bet you su hui is gonna be in.duh.(sry su hui)yea it's true.okae..and fer the funfair thing we were deciding on like a person to represent us.the person should be joycelin lor.she's a supastar man.(ahah free ad fer us)yea.explotation.yupp.

carmen finally got out.betcha next is josh.so obvious.oh well hope some girl wins.not the guys.=P lol. gotta go eat oranges now.=D tc ciaos

2003-04-24T00:59:00.000-07:00

2003-04-24

kae.su hui and germ just left my house..su hui came to watch WQYL and germ..came too watch too.teehee they should come everyday!!(i know you're reading this germ)
lol.germ told me she reads my blog everyday so i shall update my blog everday too!!hehe.

okae..lotsa stuff happened today.well first and foremost. i was kinda looking forward to ms chye's lesson but like anne marie told her bout' some hp thing and like we had a spot check fer two periods.-sigh-but well she did the right thing i guess.so daring.well yup having quite lots of fun in school now..haha yup!enjoying my time in school.not forgetting to study though.don't think i'll do really well.haha well yup! feel quite good anw.

mrs tan was soo super funnie.joan ask her a q. and she was like yes?(thinking that it was a profound q.)then joan was like"i..i...need to go toliet" ahhahahaha everyone just burst out laughing.even mrs tan!!so funnie man.yup.well i'm so happy cos' i finally found someone who thinks like me!!dearest su hui!! yay man..she rocks.hehe.

so happy man.my life is like so rocking now.hahahah.well rock on everyone=Dand keep smiling!

2003-04-22T07:32:00.000-07:00

2003-04-22

okay..i'm here after doing like some notes on some sub.well i've just been slacking most of the time i come home..decided to be a guai person and do some things.

well ever since school started i've like got to know more peeps.and got along less well with some peeps.well part of friendship i guess.anyway i don't really feel like talking bout' like stuff.feeling so down now.actually i don't even know what to write.

like i wanna write my deepest stuff but like i can't cos there ARE peeps out there reading this and i can't go round' writing wod i really feel.they'll like think i'm so critical and just judge me.human nature i guess.can't write it in a book.my mom will some how find it.so i guess i hafta' talk to myself then.

well my brother enlightened me and like told me that iw as doing all this web. thingy layout it's like competing with your friends and yar.quite dumb come to think of it.oh well.. i guess i'll just stick with this template for a long long time then.

tc ciaos.

2003-04-20T07:02:00.000-07:00

2003-04-20

MY PET.

2003-04-20T00:02:00.000-07:00

20030-04-20

just realised that what ever i write here is like read by some people,guess i better not write too much.

well.i'm not gonna come online as many times as i used to cos..yea the exams so oh well.i'll come back later.ciaos

2003-04-18T04:47:00.000-07:00

2003-04-18

okae can't blif kim.c got voted out ami2.thats like woah she sings so well..and like carmen is erm..kae nvm.

well supposed to be studying but...sigh didn't know wod happened to me now.everything is so..blur?oh well.got ta now this singer-wilber pan wei bo.super shuai.lol..went for mass today but felt so...fainty.as usual it rained during the 3pm mass.it always rain every year.so strange.well been so down lately and yea things aren't lloking great like not so erm..inspired?haha.

having band tmr..so happie and weird.haven't had band for soo long that i kinda missed it..teehee.helped yvonne out a lil' with her layout hope she likes it..well there's this really hot guy in my church and i never noticed he was hot like until this year..i knew him since like p4 or something like that but never ever bothered to get to know him.he's like those kinda sweet guys?i don't even know if i like him!!

only till today that is.well i just saw him like while i was walking up the stairs..and like he was there and my heart was like gonna explode.(better ask mrs tan whie..lol) and i never liked him before cos his mom and my mom were like friends..thats why i just thought of him like a norm. person.well he's not.haha well infatuation as mrs tan would call it. haha

2003-04-14T04:37:00.000-07:00

what good is a heart

I told you how I felt,
I told you what it meant,
But I still haven't changed your mind,
I know that you're afraid,
You're frightened of the pain,
But you can let down your guard...

Cause when we run, when we hide,
We deny what's inside...

What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating, then it's for a reason, girl,
If you're not willing to start, what good is a heart?

Don't make the same mistake that people often make,
And miss out on a chance for love,
You've got to make your move, you've got to make it soon,
Cause you're dying inside...

2003-04-12T06:45:00.000-07:00

*cat said that her theme song for me was "the world's greatest"
while my theme song for her is "i wanna be like you".

what great friends i have.-grin-

2003-04-10T22:02:00.000-07:00

overwhelmed by happiness

11 april 2003 || friday

yay! so happy man.finally got the stupid pic. to be seen.anyway if you can't see the pic. please tell me on my tagboard.dankew.i'm so proud cos yes this is the first pic. i really created myself without anyone's help.heee.well i feel so acomplished.haha anyway i changed most of everything.

anyway back to my life.just did like most of my homework.have been practicing my guitar and WISH my fingers were longer so i can like stretch more..hehe.anyway i life corrine's handphone cover its pink!!

hhaa well i've been going to jacki's gbook everyday and signing it fer fun.well dun wan her to think i'm dead.haha been to like lots of blogs these few days..i still can't believe i haven't step out of the house for..five days.it's like my record.

anyway was on the phone with melia just now..just wanted to thank her for urm..inspiring me to create my own layout..hehh thanks.come to think of it, its not that hard.

It's been raining for the past few days..wonder whie tha rain doesn't maybe wash the SARS virus away.if only that was possible.i think that like even though there is this SARS thing we should go on with life..

as the song goes "life goes on,and its gonna make me strong" yea.so like we should still continue with life and like just take care of ourselves more.

well just wanted to sum up by saying that...i added a pic.s page.hehe.see ya everyone on monday and love ya peeps!

2003-04-09T04:22:00.000-07:00

just plain [bored]

4:9:2003// 7.19pm wednesday

ok just added a link to my photo album
go check it out if you haf time kae?
yea i think i'm gonna change my tag board
cos its pretty screwed and so..working on a
a new layout doesn't seem to be coming

anyway i have like nothing much to write now
so i guess i'll just blog more tmr alrite?
so sowwie.okies gotta run cya.

2003-04-05T00:14:00.000-08:00

rainy [days]

4:4:2003// 4.01pm saturday

check out yvonne's page
she like made me her #1 person of the day
how cool!!haha danks vonne once more =D
totally made my day(yvonne #1 rocker)

oh yea!!melia is #2 rocker
she sent me this song "every heart''
wellit rocks too.hehe.yep!!
watched beauty and the beast two times on disney
never felt that way bout the show
soo cute!!they make such a cute couple.

i just feel so really happy these few days
maybe by not going to school
i face less prolems to think about
well thats good i guess.but i miss everyone!!
i'm soo gonna treat everyone nicely
cos i miss them so much!!even the peeps i dislike

okie i practiced my clarinet did my homework!
and even revised stuff.how guai.hehe.
ermm..yep i guess i'll stop here about my bragging
haha well god bless and tc everyone!!luff ya.=D

2003-03-30T18:59:00.000-08:00

beaut[i]ful li[f]e

3:31:2003// 10.53am monday

"One sees clearly with the heart
Anything essential is invisible to the eyes"
The little prince

ok thought i put that up cos its so meaningful
just like stare at it and u'll come to understand

anw tmr is april fools day!!
oh but i don't feel excited at all.sigh.
i think i've got a sty in my eye
its soo painful man.shit.
i think i'll just becum blind.=(

2003-03-29T03:46:00.000-08:00

reg[i]ster [m]e.

3:29:2003// 7.45pm saturday

just wanna say a big thanks to everyone
who tagged.THANK YOU ! you guys rock
and to all those who signed my gbook too
i wouldn't know wat i'll be wifout u guys.

oh yea! i found a new craving -grapes.
their sooo nice man.esp. when they're chilled.
just ate 3 bunches of them. i think i'm heavy
really heavy. lol

fnished most of my math hw (yes!!)
anw still have the entire week rotting at home
so i might as well do something more productive
like...studying

realised i've been like slacking all the 2 weeks.
this is bad bad bad for me.oh well
time to hit the books then.

didn't have any cat class today.(hooray!)
hehe..its so supa boring man.
waste of my time.oh well just go lors.
hehs i'm so un-holy man.

don't even think anyone reads this
unless i put like some hate thing then
peeps will read. like whie so mean to me!?!
sigh i better be putting up some hate thing next.

2003-03-28T04:43:00.000-08:00

pointless [war]

3:28:2003// 8.36pm friday

okay.new layout done cute?heh.
links and everything else done on another page
comment bout it there kae?
didn't take long to do that quite crappy
oh well i'm gonna stick to this for quite a while

anw i think the nature of war and it's
pointless killing is quite depressing
bush is like ok i want to start a war
haa but guess what.i don't mind cos i wun die.

see the people who started it ain't dying
if they were the ones IN the war.
they would never suggest to start a war.
i mean who would want war?

and all this SARS thing is making things worse
singapore at first wasn't much affected by the war
now we have SARS.wow oh well dare not go out
dun wanna die so young anw.haha.i'm so selfish.

the turtle reminds me of claire.heh

2003-03-26T18:12:00.000-08:00

3:27:2003// 10.03am thursday

guess everyone knows about the SARS thing.
its so sad.there's war going around and like
here comes this deadly bug killing two.
just pray that no one else gets this and dies.

theres no school but some how i don't really
feel happy.it's like even if there's no school
i'm still not allowed to go out.so its not a holiday.
and its cut off from our june hols?2 weeks left for june.

maybe its the end of the world like many say.
maybe its just a stageof terrible things happening
oh well.hope everyone i know doesn't get sick
my maids going.oh well new maid.

i'm gonna be sharing room with my bro.
how fun man.haha.oh well part of life.
listening to ''waiting'' by BOA.
very nice.download it.

oh well looks like the plan for sentosa is gone.
-sigh- was looking forward to it for the whole week.
never mind i'll just stay home and study i guess.
god bless everyone in the world.

2003-03-25T04:00:00.000-08:00

3:25:2003// 7.47pm wednesday

class painting today all dirty and stuff so tired man.
oh well.can't be bothered anymore..
not as if i'm gonna stare at the walls the whole day.
and yep.the whole think is quite nice i guess.
oh well.trying ta be happie these few days
but SOME people just have to come along and
screw up my happie days.wtf.

i'm just trying to be happie..and like you just come
and screw up the whole day for me.making me feel so
rotten for the whole terrible day.
you think you're so big lor.
well you're not.your just some low life girl who thinks you're
so popular and chio and all that jazz.
oh well i can't be bothered kae
all your lil' stuff you do.gets on my nerves kae.

i always try to make everyone happy.
well you don't know that the happy people
are usually the sad ones.
they so want to do something but no..
people like you have to screw everything up
.oh fine.you don't own my world.
kae.i think i've wasted enough space now.

as life goes on...

nuff' bout that.well going to s
entosa with melia and other peeps
can't waitt!!!woohoo!!have band tmr.oh well..hehes.
melia and clarissa just send me lots of songs.danks guys.
bought a wallet for my bro today.he better like it.
stupid ass.

was trying out bravepages.kinda gave up
think i'll stick to blogspot.much easier.hehes.
oh well hope that when school starts
everything will be fine
for everyone and the class too.
hope i don't sit right in front!!

getting a lil better with my flu..oh well.hope i'll be alrite by thursdae.
aniwae luff ya peeps out there who keep me going.

2003-03-18T19:48:00.000-08:00

3:19:2003// 11.43am wednesday

went ta watch marrying the mafia yesterday with bernie
saw melia.knew she would be there anyway.
so retarded.we could have just gone together.hahas

saw su hui's blog.ifeelgoodbangbang
haha tard.wonder who i'll be sitting next
to when school reopens.

did i mention?i'm sick.i vomitted last night and
felt soo much better.yuckk.having a sore throat now.
feel terrible..

P.s dankew dear clarissa for signing my gbook.
to all the other meanies out there..boo!

four stars for marrying the mafia!

2003-03-15T02:23:00.000-08:00

3:15:2003// 6.11pm saturday

ok! i have decided to like urm.."open"
myself more now.cos i feel like i'm such a loner
and i hate to be a loner man
esp. in church lors.sigh nvm

all of that is gonna change!!
yippee!!oo i ffeell sooo optimistic now
hehe just thought of being this way
oh well,change for the better i guess

okae on the mission now
to sell all my fun fair tickets.
sold two alreadi..danks des.
hhmm..gonna force pple to buy now

danks for putting up with me today,
i'm a little nuts todday

2003-03-13T03:11:00.000-08:00

3:13:2003// 7:05pm Thursdae
went out again.

watched maid in matthatan today
such a nicee movie!! you surely have to go check it out.
took LOADS of pic.s today..look so crappy in all
anyway i look crappy everyday.

had a.e.p Ca today..sure gonna fail i guess
as usual. lol. currently looking for someone to
help me buy a roxy bag. anyone out there?
hehe..handbag sorta kind.

next movie tt i wanna watch is marrying the mafia
looks like a nice movie..haha just wondering if there
would be english subtitles..haha
hope so.

happy hols everyone!

2003-03-10T02:22:00.000-08:00

just wondering why you always helped me
when i never thought of you?well sometimes i did
in times of need i guess.

kae nuff' bout my inner mind.
aniwae still having my moutains of Cas.
-sigh-life soo hard,yet so enjoyable.
well aniwae mobilephone is down.
-sigh-dropped it too hard i guess.
feeling so really tired.haven done art
nor math revision.just so sad.

goat's gonna come back and scold me.
dammit.wish his plane would just crash.
-such an evil tot. but who cares-
bet you all the a.e.p gals would be rejoycing.
maybe besides v.chong.=P

i'm like feeling so tired of going to church
as in like too lazy to get up and go to church.
"such a waste of time"thats what my brain is
saying.but nah.decided to be a sunday go-er
lol.just realised i have really good friends.
well..i know its a bit late.oh well
better now than never!!haha.

don't blame me if i'm stupid.
its just me!

2003-03-07T04:45:00.000-08:00

so many reasons why

you can do anything you want
as long as you think you can do it
everything is in your reach.
as long as you try.
Anonymous

tutti!

had tuition today at like my cousins house
found out he broke his voice.eeww..
lol..retarded.got my science ca back
didn't do as badly as i thought i would do.
to make matters worse.i realise i'm just
lazing around all day long.-sigh-

anyway got a new page called [[admirations]]
its a link to my "dedication"page to everyone.
go check it out kae?if your name ain't there
tagg my board and i'll get the idea.haha.jk
anyway its not totally done yet.i'll try to update it
as soon as possible.and praying for world peace.

P.S-germaine!! stop passing there is a
footprint on the wall notes!!lol..<3 ya

2003-03-05T01:35:00.000-08:00

somewhere over the rainbow

yay!woopee!no art history ca tmr!!
anyway it was never fair for him to give us a ca without notes..
heehee anyway lots of things happened..and they're soo cute.

tiny things make me happie
haha yupp..germaine passed this paper around
which said like footprint next to the air con and i
stupidlywent to look up..haha joke.
no art history test tmr!!yes..that was the best.
finally can play that guitar score.so chim to me.lol

realise that joan is good at art..as in hands on
drawing too.teehee.walked home with yvonne today
realised that shes a pretty nice gal.=D
had lunch today..woo soo full
oops supposed to be fasting.hehe.

have this happie feeling inside of me just waiting
ti burst out and like.-boom!-haha..lame.
haf p.e yesterdae and like i couldn't find my pulse so i thought
"oh no,i'm dead..i can't find my pulse?!"
so funnie.haha haven been toking to jena..how haf ya been?

okae i'll take this space to "commamorate" pple--

yvonne-ure such a sweet gal=Dkeep rawkin.and yah our
secret bout..prawn wong?haha.

germaine-haha lame..aircon joke.ure soo skinny man.
make me feel so fat (aniwae i am fat)lol.keep being lame kaes?haha

amelia-okae nothing much to write bout u..knew u since pri.1
and like u look so much diff..haha fat pig.and stop being so good at guitar!!haha

roseann-another fat pig good at guitar.haha lamee haven tok to
you on the fone for such a long time..continue being cute kae?haha

alicia-haha u+me=lameness haha yah u and ure corny stories..haha
make me laugh until i haf stomach cramps..haha

godturtle aka claire-haha such a nice webby u haf..realli cute
continue being the cute gal i noe..haha u and ure corny smile..and ure
thrashy novels!!lol..

jennaa-hiye fella bitch!!haha keep smiling..u look chioer when u smile
dun be so depressed man..u've alwaes got..ME!!!hahahaha lame me

su hui-hahah such a sweet gal u aree..hehe and ure corny things
u do..hahaha come to think of it..everyone around me is corny!!haha

joan-heyy!!haha gao xing..keep rawking and yupp dun grow animore kae?
wait for me to grow tallerrr..haha

joycelinhallo!haha tai zhi..keep being lame and singing ure frog song and like
continue being ever so happie..haha

gloria-coool page and like yupp haha cute gal.ah girl.haha

i think i'll stop here..write more tmr so if ure name aint here dun be sad ar..ahaha jk jk.=D

2003-03-04T01:07:00.000-08:00

having chinese ca tmr.bound to get like 52
or mayb like a border pass..haha
okie i'm like so flustered today.roarr
had guitar class today.not that bad
i wonder who even reads this shit i'm
typing now.i guess no one.
aniwae i guess i'll just take things at a time
ask wednesday tmr!!i hope that after mass
i'll feel better.yup.did i mention that
my art teacher is gone?-celebration-
haha..its the best time to like slackk..haha
aniwae just realised that all the stuff i said
is like me judging people and i tell others to
stop judging people.such a hyprocrite i am.
i think i'll just try to treat everyone in my class
nicer tmr.talk to at least everyone in the class.=)

2003-03-03T03:16:00.000-08:00

okie typing this in my free time..
but later haf ta go study chinese later..oo
i can't understand the u.l.b.o.p og our class
they're sooo crazy.shout shout shout=cry.
so lame man.and like everyone is getting so pissed?
they expect us to what?keep quiet for
8hrs 5daes a week?wod?we're not perfect.
roarr..crazy com. and like our class is supposed
to be good but like the can't set their expectations
THAT high..so crazy lor..WE ARE NOT PERFECT.
and every teacher is saying we change.
well don't they realise that they have changed too since they
were like in pri. sch?so they think that we should never change?
thats nuts.cos pple DO change.
anywae i went to church yesterdae..finally.
i felt like god was there.helping me and like
i never had this experience for such a long time.
i just feel so happie after going to church.
i guess its a mutual feeling.hehe.

2003-03-02T00:19:00.000-08:00

yay!! finally got a page that doesnt crap up.
okae cant type much today cos' theres a CA tmr and like
4 CAs next week..crammed up with cas!oh no!!
nvm.i shall just perservere till its all over..yes!
okae gotta go study noww..love ya peeps.

2003-02-24T03:35:00.000-08:00

so near
okae had band today..last time we were gonna have it in that room..
so sad!haha.aniwae..had carrot cake..ooo soo nice.
oo saw melia's new layout..cool beans.
soo pretty lors..her best layout i must sae..
shes having a fever now..sigh too bad.get well!
not a lot of happie things happened today
re-elected the com pple.sigh.
aniwae still trying to make my dae..
heard that the bball pple haf a com tmr..good luck peeps!!
still wondering how to get my tag-board to work..
i think debby is a really nice girl!!shes soo sweet..
still wondering is anione out there really reads this shit i'm writing here.
guess not.
yet so far
you make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
you make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
you make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
you make me wanna surrender my soul.

2003-02-19T23:28:00.000-08:00

::delighted::
hehe..go check out su huis blog..cool beans.
listening to perfect man noww..by shinwah.
recomended by joan..realli nice song..argh
bet u by tmr this song will be in my head for
the rest of the day..
online::germ and su hui.
life is turning out great!!making frens wif
everyone in the class.thinking of watching mvp.
*teehee*okie had some "reminders" from ms chye
thinks tt wod she sae is quite truee.
made me change my thinking of people
gonna make frens wif the whole class by the
end of next week.
thats my goal for next week.=)
pity melia cos she's having a really
big ulcer..ouch all ova her mouth.youch!!
feeling great but like everyday i'm not studying.
sigh thats the sad part.okie i'm gonna start studying
everyday after school starting next week.
everyone please test my tag board for me to see if u all
can use it cos i kinda screwed it up.jus try testing it 4 me.
and people, u gotta scroll down this entry thing to see the box.dankeww!!

2003-02-19T01:49:00.000-08:00

yay so happie today.=)
finally i'm sooo inspired to be happie
finally the class com became more serious.
cool beans.*teehee*
life is finally changing for the better!!yay!!
okie now all i haf ta do is concentrate on my studies.
friendships are getting realli nice=)
full of love and joy today.yay!full of laughters too.
had realli nice chat wif su hui.yupp danks=)
*smiles*i think i've gone insane..hehe
toking to:melia
chatting:noone.
eating:cookies!!
thinking:yay life rawks at this moment.=)

2003-02-18T03:55:00.000-08:00

"it just takes on person to shout and me and i'll just break down and cry."i don't know why i'm feeling this way.sometimes the people that looks the happiest aren't really the happiest.and yet could be the saddest.we're just trying to make a difference in the world each day by trying to cheer someone up everyday."i wish they would accept me for what i am and not what i look like."sigh.full of depressions and still wondering why i feel this way.someone please help me in some way!.i read a poem today.it goes--
"i do not ask to be undersood because i can't even understand myself.i feel so lonesome in a crowded room.sometimes my heart bleeds as i cry"

2003-02-15T05:26:00.000-08:00

-pondering-
so many things in my head today.
just wondering wod i'm doing with my life here.
had sum camp thing.it totally made sense.
thinking to myself--"i've been such a bitch,
urgh i cant stand myself"
guess i'm just gonna talk bout how i feel mentally.
-thinking-
just realised i've been like so sinful
go to church say all the holy stuff and like
go out and sin.for wod?
i think i'll stop all this hating shit.i'm so sick of it.
i'm gonna try to change myself to be a better person.
i promise i'll try.
i feel so low now.all my optimism had just been
drained out of me.but like no.i'm not gonna cry.
i feel so confused.all this shit had made me so confused.
i'm sick of it.sick sick sick.
some people are just so hard to work with.
cant accept wod other people say of them.
i think i'm just gonna try to change them.
even if they hate me.i'm gonna make a difference.
i guess i'll accept them the way they are.
sigh another problem-->my class.
okae their enthu level is like rock bottom.
and like we cant just expect the same people to keep
trying to keep it up.they arent superwomen.
if you think that just because you have a problem
doesn't mean others don't have but at least they still try.
no.it's not silly even if you make a fool of
youself but you'll be silly if you don't even try.
okie i know.i'm a person who says but doesnt do.
i'm still working on that,(and no.dont shake your head.
i didn't force you to read this.i say wod i want here.)
and i think that the leaders of the class are already trying.
but like wods the use if a few people try but the rest dont?
its useless.and it totally sucks too.
urgh.2/1 might be one of the smart classes but like
if it doesnt even have class spirit.it's not even fit to be called
a class it's fit to be called a race.everyone is competing in their
lil' different ways.acedemically,popularity.etc..
it's getting so absurd.
~~now~~ i just wanna continue life making friends.
i cant be bothered anymore with all this shit in life.
if you all wanna fight it out.fight it out without me.
when you all are done fighting.that'll be the day
i can call 2/1 i good class.
-oreo-
if you think it's stupid to embarass yourself
and not try.to not try is even more stupid.

2003-02-11T00:15:00.000-08:00

-happyshalala-
teeheee..yup i'm quite happy today.
caught up wif lots of stuff.had p.e today.sigh.i hate to run.
lots of corny stuff has been happening..
like i keep going around and like pointing my finger at pple
and like go "E.T fone homee" and joycelin is like the only
one that does it sooo well..hehe..had lots of fun.
and i also go round pple and like cover their eyes..(hehe weird me)
yupp.jus decided to add a few more things onto the other column.
-funkiethong-
okae thats wod i call the thing GERMAINE does..
hehe it's soo gross yet funkie.roseann cam to my house today
to like eat lunch and play wif the com..hehe so fun.
finished like one whole box of melty kisses.sooo full.
hehe cant wait tmr it's like free day!!yay.
going out for a while then coming back.still thining bout wod ta give
for v'dae.yea..sigh.big trouble once more.getting so confused with charlene.
haha charlene is getting a little better i guess but sometimes she gets
so irritating.haha.i think my head's gonna drop off anytime.haha.
-gurl on tv-
wishing on a falling star
wondering where u are.
do i ever cross your mine on a warm sunshine.
never know what she means to me.

2003-02-09T01:51:00.000-08:00

-thinkingreallyhard-
just wondering why i should even care to hate.
just wasting my emotions only.
just tiring me up.
-onlyraindeerssurvive-
kae i dunno why i put that.tot it was cute.
hehe.okae i just realised i haf this poking obsession
so weird of me.amelia studying for home ec. Ca tmr.
good luck everyone taking home ec. Ca.=)
in my brother's room now,he's sleeping so just decided
to sneak in to use the com.
having dinner at home.yay.
looked around everyone's webbie
tot it was cool.keep up the good work everyone!
oh yeaaa-
if i could ask god just one question,
why aren't you here with me.
someday we'll know
if love could move moutians
somedat we'll know
why the sky is blue
someday we'll know
why i wasn't meant for ~~you.~~

2003-02-08T06:13:00.000-08:00

-timelimit-
kae gotta type this fast.
racing for time in a rush.
-scuplture walk.-
okae fun
best part--eating.
had lots of stuff going on today
totally lost.
confused.
happy?haha
yup.hope everyone can stay happy forever.
luff.aileen

2003-02-07T06:29:00.000-08:00

-set free at last-
yup.finally told sumone bout the B
feel so carefreee now.
-sculpture-
arghh. sculpture walk tmr
at dunno where..haha shud be fun i guess
but sooo long..wonder wod we're gonna be doing there.
see sculptures?haha duh.
hope it gimme sum inspiration to like stay on in a.e.p
wonder how claire could go join arts alive.so boring.
melia is urm...dead?hah no lar she jus din call me
corrine is not retarded yes u aren't.
-song-
i'll give you more than a song
for a song in itself it's not what
you have required.--I'm going back to the
heart of worship and it's all about you
and it's all about you jesus

2003-02-06T02:38:00.000-08:00

-finallyfreee-
yay!! finally free. no more horrid projects
or Cas.wooohhooo!!finally sum time for myself
finally no more data logger course.
calmed down so much from yesterday.
-seclusion-
corrine:"your(my) blog is so lame..lol"
germ:"haha i'm second to tag ure board"
jen:"i'm bored(floods tag-board)"
amelia:"same thinker as me"
kae thats wod the pple has been saeing.
jus tot u'd like to noe that seclusion means isolation
yup.i feel like i've been secluding myself to like my own
space.yes my own private space.
not caring bout the world happening round me.
and
it sucks.ick.
okae..fine maybe it's just me.
or is it that everyone around me is changing
and i can't keep up with this change.
just wanna tell everyone-
one can't be popular forever.
it's never possible.
be yourself.
don't act differently just b'cos people will like
you when you haf changed.
i despise those kinda pple.
u must be like..but you're like that too.
yes i know.No one is perfect.
everyone has their flaws.but u can always change
for the better..and for youself too.not for anybody else.
you wanna act retarded then act retarded
wanna act guai then act guai
as long as that's the real you.
it doesn't matter how other pple look at you.
as long as you look at yourself and your satisfied.
-simplydeep-
your life seems dysfunctional
it only acts what you show
you're your own psychiatrist
a slight minute from quitting
showing signs of depression
life's falling over and crashing
your heat burns through life lava
and rapes your problem solver, now go.

2003-02-05T00:44:00.000-08:00

-ahemahem-
okae todays was a
really bad day
everyone so pissed!
well i kinda am too
not at everyone though.
-scene1-
place:classroom
time:1.20-1.50
sound:lil' noisy.
(wif occasional shouts)
girl A shouted so damn bloody loudly
broke down.
okae...werido
teacher F came in to scold us.
wod the hell.
girl B kept getting on my nerves today.
bloody bitch.
found out that girl C also hated girl B.
yay.one more in the hate club.
i cant standd girl B!!!
i'm jus gonna say her name out loud one day
one fine day.
urghh.roaaarrr( learnt from fellabitch jen)
sighh.
-scene2-
place:my house
time:3-4
yay! germ and su hui came today
germ's motive:drink soup.
they jus came yesterdae
su hui was walking to my house and said
"it feels like we were jus here yesterdae"
lame...kept laughing and laughing.
at least there was a period of time that
i was happy.hehe danks you two.
-dreaming-
i was a happy child
u just had to come and break
it all up for me.
if you knew who you were
you'll deny it/breakdown.
i dun care.thats your problem.
%^&#ing bitch

2003-02-02T21:40:00.000-08:00

-coldcoldday-
brr..its a cold day and i just had to eat ice cream
freezing my ass off.
counted my angpow money.
not that much.
-still doing-
aep.dumb dumb dumb.haven done my paper cut yet.
due-tomorrow.
window-not done
due-tomorrow.
history ca-haven started studying yet
due-following day.
how dead can one get?
-believing-
love only comes once.
once i see you,i love you once more.

2003-01-31T18:34:00.000-08:00

-happycny-

yup it's that special season where i get my"pay"..lol.went ta my cousin's house today..drank alot.wonder if i'm gonna die.
-doing-
aep now..sigh haven started my paper cut yet.gonna do it tmr i guess.
waiting to sleep and yup
-on and on in my mind-
i'm wishing on a falling star,
wondering where you are.

2003-01-25T04:46:00.000-08:00

-wodawonderfulday-
sigh..so sad..i got fined 8 bucks for touching a flute that i like din even play!? haha nvm i'll learn my lesson after this..ahaha

yup melia got a new layout like me..yay!okae sitting here in the study..so tired.jus wondering wod will happen next.*yawn*i'm so sleepy..i guess i'll write until here..so sleepy and exhausted.

2003-01-24T05:04:00.000-08:00

-newdaytoday-

new layout..guess u guys figured it out..-duh-haha comments comments comments!!dankew<3(learnt it from cat..yea i noe i'm slow)u all!!

2003-01-23T18:25:00.000-08:00

-reality check-
wod am i doing?i'm like totally screwing up here.everything like bad is happening round' me.sigh life is getting sooo boring now.it's like school,go out for lunch come home do homework and like sleep?thats bout all.weekends are CHAOTIC.sigh.i'm like really beginning to wonder wod i'm here for.the class is sooooo...-urgh-i jus realised that the guy who i tot look like taizhi was a total nerd.haha he's so smart.and i'm so lazy.haha.melia told me somthing i could blif..oh no.haha sigh i guess nord much pple come here aniwae.so yea cant realli be bothered much.yupps.haha i'm so bored jus like tasted so many chemicals in the science lab -ick-
like i'm so sick now..wonder if i'm gonna die ani moment now. sigh..maybe if i die..i hope lots and lots of pple will go to my funeral and i like daisys.they're so pretty haha.i wanna go play badminton..haha happy chinese new year!! yay.cant wait.

2003-01-19T18:28:00.000-08:00

-bishh-kae sigh saw bernie's bag yesterday..so nice..i oso wann!! but it's like so ex...hahah 50 bucks?!?! so sadd iif only some kind soul out there would help me buy...hehe.oh ya i'm gonna learn the cello!! haha yay.and urm..lots of corny stuff happening today..health check up..haha that was funnie.and there's gonna be like a "secret" name for myself...haha maybe i'll name myself lil'japgal..aha that'll be cute.oops i'm nord supposed to tell..waddeva.-woosshhh-someday we'll know if love can move the mountains someday we'll know why the sky is blue,someday we'll know why i wasn't meant for you.-wooosh- oh yea my cat class is like over 55 peeps..and haha soo many yandao.got one look like taizhi..sooo yandao.hahaa and soo nice and kind too..hahhaa and at least not a beng..haha so many bengs around.and at least i think not many peeps like him..muahaha thats good.i'm so bad. okae i learned that like i shouldn't talk but my love life here cos it'll be dangerous...lol.aniwae i dun even noe him THAT well and yea i dun think he noes me too soo still cant be bothered THAT much..haha but it'll be cool to haf a good friend like him..haha.

2003-01-16T18:34:00.000-08:00

-wwhheee-in sch now using the com in the lab..dunno why i'm here..so dumb.i'm SICKKK!!! so sad..i had a fever yesterdae and like a flu too..soo sickk.-sniffsniff-hahaha..melia stiff figuring out wat color white is..haha and faith jus tagging cat's board..roseann and the pple behind doing smthn naughty and yea everyone's not eating.haha everyone is dieting.

2003-01-16T02:37:00.000-08:00

-sigh-i've learnt something new today.it's the worst people to fight with is not your enemies but actually your friends, cos it hurts youself when you see ure friend like hurt and your hurt too..but when it's your enemy you don't really bother bout' how they feel but you do for your friends.i feel like we should all just try to sort out each other's differences or like look at the situation and see what really happened without jumping to conclucions and try not to make anybody sad after the whole incident.yup. it's really like a sad situtaion.so yea back to -reality- okae jus realised that my form teacher keeps thinking i'm adeline?! haha yea nvm i'll jus give her some time to let her remember..yeaa and su hui was really corny today..lol i oso dunno why..but she just felt corny to me..aha and i broke jen's hairband..oops.-sorry jeennaa!!!! lol. it was totally farnie..
P.S-->i'm like trying to getta new page..UNDER CONSTRUCTION..but for the peeps who are eager to see..click here!!

2003-01-12T03:51:00.000-08:00

arghh!!! I CUT MY HAIR. thats rite u read it correctly. sigh it's so short. but when i tie it up it's kinda cute like a bunny's tail.hehe.yea finish ma school homework liao. so bored bored bored.i jus wanna sae I LOVE ME! and thats all and i haf like no more luff to lufff anione else besides mmy friends.yupp=) so happy luffin each other wifout me=)muahaha.i'm so evil

2003-01-10T02:28:00.000-08:00

hiyoo everyone! it's finally the end of the first week of schhoolll!!! haha it's been really great so far and like i've come to realise that they're more nice people i neva knew last year. like the people i hated turned out that they were quite nice like if u got to know them better. aniwae i've got sum band performance tmr for sec1thing haha yea in all it's glory..u plae it so many times that u kinda dream of it sum times..hahah exaggerate too much.yea..and to v.chong if u see this-I AM NOT A CHIO BU. there. okae and like today we stayed back till like 5.30 to do CNY decor and can u imagine the other classes when they see us like nearly done and they haven even started?? muhahaha.. we're so kaisu. oh yea and i got mrs murphy as my cat teacher..wow. yup, i'm jus like chattig wif other people now..waiting for dinner to start.*yawnx* i'm so sleepy.

2003-01-09T01:17:00.000-08:00

oh yah and everyone the time rite u haf to add 4 hours then it'll be the time in singapore kae? and am is pm and pm is am..lol. and yea the chatterbox after entering u haf to refresh the pagge to see kaes?jus helping out=)

2003-01-09T01:14:00.000-08:00

hieee jus did some renovation and moved "house". haha yup yup linked even more pple this time and hoping that everyone would give their comments on this new blog?haha yeaa missing cat now..currently not with us.. WE MISS YOU CAT!!! lol.yea its true we miss a really fun girl to be with..all the ghost stories the camera takings the talking nonsense and everything else!! sigh ..really hope that ure enjoying ureself.=) anyway claire(my godgirl) gonna haf a science test tmr so jus helping her out a lil'.yupp haha i haf a history teacher-mrs fam shes really nice and like really good cos she relates like wats happen in the history to now..and it really puts pple to sleep. the way she talks..omg..haha yupp and tmr friday!! last day of the week finally!! haha yup. yay.

2003-01-08T01:40:00.000-08:00

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